Hello

Do any of us ever really know who we are? How much do we have to learn about ourselves let alone other people, and why are we always able to find the faults in others and ignore our own faults?

I often find questions like these hard to deal with, and when i am in a depressive slump find that ant hills have become volcano's overnight. It would help if i was one of those people who could just 'talk'. Instead i am one of those individuals that bottles everything up and can't get better until i am ready to talk. I cannot be persuaded to talk before hand, it just doesn't work.

Its in times like these that i am most able to find the faults in my husband more than myself, and , when able to talk can start to see my faults again... he gets blamed far too easily and suffers for it.

I intend to use this blog as a gateway to my thoughts and daily life and activities...wont that be exciting. Hopefully someone will find it interesting.